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Embrace in Disgust

by Lost to the Void

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1.
Humanity Decays 00:52
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I DON'T KNOW WHICH SPECIES IS WORSE YOU DON'T SEE THEM FUCKING EACH OTHER OVER FOR A GODDAMN PERCENTAGE
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Malevolent 03:53
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I LOOK AROUND AT ALL I HATE SICKENED BY THE WORLD IN ITS CURRENT STATE I DECIDED DESTRUCTION OF US WAS THE LINE I REFUSE TO CROSS STRAWS BEEN SNAPPED THROWN TO THE STACK IT’S TOO LATE TO TURN BACK IT’S TOO LATE TO LOOK BACK MALICIOUS BEHAVIOR IN OUR NATURE ENGRAINED SINCE THE DAWN OF TIME INSTINCTUALLY WE STRIVE TO PROSPER AT THE EXPENSE OF FUCKING OUR OWN KIND WE SMILE AS WE STARE THEM IN THE EYE LIFE SEEMS WORTHLESS WE WAGE WAR AMONG OURSELVES THEN WONDER WHY WHEN THERE IS NO ONE LEFT TO KILL BUT OURSELVES NOW NO ONE LEFT TO COMPROMISE WITH QUITE ASTOUNDING HOW EXISTING CAN BE A CRIME I WON’T APOLOGIZE FOR NOT BEING ALIKE LIVING ANOTHER DAY TO END ANOTHER LIFE I JUMPED THIS SINKING SHIP KNOWN AS THE HUMAN RACE SO FUCKING LONG AGO WE ARE ALL ROTTEN FROM THE INSIDE OUT DEPRAVED INDIFFERENCE FOR ALL HUMAN LIFE TRIBALISM AT ITS FINEST FORM HUMAN DISTORTION HAS US MISINFORMED JUSTIFYING SENSELESS HOMICIDE FOR WHAT CAUSE WHY MUST WE KILL TO SURVIVE WE’RE REDUCED TO NOTHING MORE THAN MALEVOLENT BEINGS THAT CAN’T RELATE TO OUR TYPE CREATURE’S INCAPABLE OF COMPASSION THAT FORSAKE ALL LIFE AND UNDERSTAND NOTHING OF MY KIND I NEVER WANTED TO BE DESENSITIZED WE’RE ALL THROWN INTO A CULTURE OF VIOLENCE WE HAVE ALL BEEN BORN INTO MALEVOLENCE BORN INTO MALEVOLENCE NO HOPE FOR HUMANITY ODDLY ENOUGH I STILL SEEM TO HANG ON BUT THE GRIPS BEGUN TO SLIP AND THERE’S NOWHERE TO FALL WE FELL SO FAR BUT NOT FROM GRACE WHAT’S THE POINT OF PRIDE WHEN YOU’RE A DISGRACE AS A SPECIES NEED TO EMBRACE CHANGE NOT BLAME REDIRECT ALL OUR PAIN BORN TO MALEVOLENCE BORN OF MALEVOLENCE A BROKEN PATH ABANDONS WRATH ALL RIGHT WE WASTE 'EM NO OFFENSE
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Idyllic Dissension 03:06
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ARISE AWAKENED ARE THOSE TRULY LED ASTRAY FROM VIRTUE SIGNALING SOCIAL MASTURBATION KEEPING ALL YOUR OWN FILTH AT BAY UP IN ARMS OVER WORDS MORE CONCERNED AND OFFENDED BY WHAT OTHERS THINK CONTRARY TO COMMON BELIEFS INSTEAD OF YOUR OWN BUT TO YOUR DISMAY DIVISIVE CONTROL DIVIDE AND CONQUER AS ALL YOUR RIGHTS ARE BEING RAPED BLINDED BY BULLSHIT AGENDAS STUPIDITY OF THE MASSES SET MATCH FOR A FINE GAME WATCH THEM FIGHT AMONGST THEMSELVES UNABLE TO SEE THEY’RE ALL THE SAME I’LL RISE AGAIN AS IGNORANCE MANIFESTS AND SETTLES IN I’LL RISE AGAIN AS THE DARKNESS BEGINS TO SET IN MAKE WAY FOR THE ELITE TO CONTINUE TO SUPREMELY REIGN AN IDEAL PROGRESSIVE DESCENT WHERE NO ONES TO BLAME SO EASILY MANIPULATED WHEN SELF-INTEREST LEADS THE WAY NO GOOD DEED GOES UNPUNISHED BUT WHAT CHANGES HAVE YOU MADE FAILURES OF A SYSTEM WHERE COMPRISED UNFOUNDED SOCIETY CRUMBLES AS WE COUNT DOWN THE DAYS CALCULATED GUISE MANUFACTURED MIRAGE DIVINE FALLACY IT’S NOT AS IT SEEMS IDYLLIC DISSENSION
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Poppy Place 02:50
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LOST IN A STATE OF HOPELESSNESS ABANDONED BY MY WILL SHELTERED IN SO NONE CAN FEEL AN ABYSS OF ABSOLUTE EMOTIONAL VACANCY WHAT DRIVES YOU ON EMPTY WHEN YOU’VE AMOUNTED TO NOTHING MORE THAN A WORTHLESS INCOMPETENT SELF-DEPRECATING PIECE OF SHIT HELPLESS USELESS STUCK MISSING ANY SENSE OF SATISFACTION DRIFTS AWAY I’VE BEEN GONE FOR FAR TOO LONG TO EVER FIND MY WAY OUT OF THIS PLACE WHERE I WOULD TRULY LOVE TO LAY TO WASTE IT BECKONS ME NEVER BELIEVED YOU COULD FULLY DISCONNECT AS YOU BREATHE GIVING UP NEVER FELT SO FREE NOW GIVING IN HAS GIVEN ME A NEW SENSE AND FEELING OF SERENITY JUST HOW LONG YOU THINK YOU’LL LAST TRAPPED INSIDE THESE WALLS A HOUSE DOESN’T MAKE A HOME WHEN YOU’RE TRAPPED INSIDE YOUR OWN MIND THIS IS HELL IT’S FADING AWAY FADING AWAY IT’S FADING AWAY FADING AWAY I’M FADING (AWAY) IT’S FADING AWAY IT’S FADING AWAY IT’S FADING AWAY IT’S FADING FADING AWAY
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The Mirror 03:52
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THE PATH TO PERFECTION IS PAVED WITH THE SELF-INTENT OF RIGHTEOUSNESS AND A BENEVOLENT PERSPECTIVE JUSTICE ALWAYS DAMNED TO BE ASKEW PERFECTED CREATIONS TEND TO RISE (CLEANSING IS EASY WITH AUSPICIOUS YET COLDLY CALCULATED HIGHER AND TWISTED VIEWS) I NO LONGER SEEK VALIDATION FROM ANYONE ELSE I’VE REACHED PEERLESS DIVINITY FALSE IDEALS LEAD TO A MISGUIDED SENSE OF PRIDE RUDIMENTARY RITES TO UNQUESTIONED HOMICIDE MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL I AM THE MOST OMNIPOTENT OF THEM ALL I WILL PAINT A WORLD FOR THEE A PICTURE MOST DIVINE A DIVINE BEING I NO LONGER SEARCH FOR ACCEPTANCE FROM THE FEW THAT LEFT US ALL TO ROT IN THINE EYES WORTHINESS IS FOUND ONLY IN THY SELF SELF-ABSORPTION IS A DISEASE THAT WE ALL TAKE PART OF SEPARATE FROM YOUR PROJECTION FALSE IDOLS A CAUSE FOR USELESS PRIDE PRELIMINARY GROUNDS FOR UNREGULATED GENOCIDE SENSELESS OBSERVATIONS WHEN ONE CAN’T TAKE A LOOK ON THE INSIDE I NO LONGER CARE FOR YOUR TYPE CAN’T SEE BENEATH THE SURFACE WHAT’S ROTTEN ON THE INSIDE I NO LONGER NEED APPROVAL FROM ANYONE ELSE IN MY EYES YOU NEED TO BE SOLELY PROVEN TO MYSELF I’M STUCK GLARING THROUGH THE MIRROR
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Deadweight 06:28
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LET’S SEE YOU SAY THAT TO MY FUCKIN FACE BITCH RESENTMENT NO LONGER HELD FORWARD IS ALL I KNOW STRAIGHT THROUGH YOUR FUCKIN FACE WITH THAT KNOCKOUT BLOW NO SENSE OF CONTROL STILL STANDING THROUGH YOUR FUCKIN BULLSHIT NOW PUNK JUST ANOTHER MOTHERFUCKIN SNAKE IN THE GRASS TRYING TO SLITHER PAST SANCHO JESUS MASTER MANIPULATOR PUSSY BOY VENGEANCE IS WHAT I HAVE IN STORE FOR YOU RAT BASTARD TROLL GOT ME DOUBTING THE CONCEPT OF EVOLUTION IMPRISONED BY YOUR OWN DELUSION HOW COULD I COME TO ANY OTHER CONCLUSION YOU KEEP ON SPINNING AND SPINNING COUNTERING REVOLUTION MAYBE A BULLET TO THE HEAD THROUGH YOUR DOME IS THE FINAL SOLUTION TO MOVE ON FROM THIS LIFE OF REVENGE FEEDS THE URGES BENEATH BROUGHT UPON BY YOUR OWN DECEIT INFLICTING AS MUCH PAIN AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE IN WHICH YOU CAN’T RETREAT TIME TO PAY BACK FOR EVERYTHING YOU DID WITH BROKEN BONES BLOOD CURDLING SCREAMS AND MOANS AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN RESENTMENT NO LONGER HELD FORWARD IS ALL I KNOW STRAIGHT THROUGH YOUR FUCKIN FACE FOR THAT FINAL BLOW NO NEED FOR CONTROL STILL STANDING THROUGH YOUR FUCKIN BULLSHIT WANT TO TALK THAT SHIT THEN ACT LIKE FAMILY MOTHER FUCKER I SWEAR I’LL KNOCK EVERY TOOTH DOWN YOUR FUCKIN THROAT YOU LITTLE FUCKIN BITCH I LONG TO GRIP YOUR NECK LET MY NAILS SINK IN TO FEEL YOUR FINAL BREATH LOOK YOU IN THE EYE AND SEE WHAT’S LEFT TO SAY NOW BETRAYAL A PRODUCT OF BROKEN TRUST NOT MUCH TO LOOK AT WHEN YOUR FACE IS JUST SOME DRIPPING PASTE I WANT TO KNOW I WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT’S LIKE TO END A ONCE BELOVED ONE’S LIFE SELF-SERVING LITTLE CUNT DROPPING THE WEIGHT THAT’S BEEN CARRIED BEYOND ITS CAUSE BEYOND ITS USE I’D GLADLY LEAVE YOU FOR DEAD NOT A CARE FOR YOUR LOVED ONES SLEEP LOST AT NIGHT JUST LIKE MINE YOU CHOSE TO FUCK SOMETIMES IT’S BETTER JUST TO LET GO NEVER GIVEN ANOTHER THOUGHT WITH NO FUCKIN REMORSE IT GIVES WAY FOR FEELINGS WEIGHING ON ME FOR ALL OF MY DAYS CAN NO LONGER CONTINUE THIS WAY TIME TO MOVE ON OR WASTE AWAY HOW COULD I JUST LET THEM WALK AWAY WITH NO PENANCE PAID BACK STILL TO THIS DAY SHOULD I LET SUCH DISRESPECT STAND OR FOLLOW THROUGH WITH THE PLAN CONTRITION NO LONGER AN OPTION YOU’LL NEVER SEE THE ERROR OF YOUR WAYS YOUR UNAPOLOGETIC SELFISHNESS HAS SEALED YOUR FATE YOUR FATE YOUR FATE YOU FUCKING WASTE OF SPACE PUNK BITCH WANNA STEP TO ME I’LL HAVE YOU CRYING BEGGING ON YOUR KNEES BONE CRUSHING BLOOD SUCKING A PROPER DISPLAY FOR YOUR CORPSE DEAD FUCKING WEIGHT
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On the Fence 02:07
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OH WHAT I'M GONNA DO TO YOU I'M SO ANGRY FIRST I'M GONNA TEAR YOUR LIPS OFF YEAH THAT'S WHAT I'M GONNA DO AND THEN I'M GONNA GOUGE YOUR EYES OUT YEAH THAT'S WHAT I'M GONNA DO GOOD YA SCARED HUH NEXT I'M GONNA TEAR YOUR ARMS OUT OF THE SOCKETS AND YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT ELSE I'M GONNA HIT YA AND YOU'RE GONNA FALL AND I'M GONNA LOOK DOWN AND I'M GONNA LAUGH BUT FIRST FIRST...
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Millimeter from Murder 03:48
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LISTEN UP MOTHER FUCKER GIVE ME SOME SPACE YOU LOVE TO TOE THE LINE EVER SO CLOSELY ONE MISSTEP IS REALLY GONNA HURT MILLIMETER FROM MURDER ABOUT TO LEAVE YOU IN THE FUCKIN DIRT YOU PICK AND PROD AND PUSH ME OVER THE EDGE HEED THESE WARNINGS IF YOU FUCKIN WANT TO KEEP YOUR HEAD NEVER LISTENED TO A GODDAMN WORD I SAID THINKS IT’S TIME YOU AND YOUR MAKER MET I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE SOLIDARITY MY ONLY FRIEND KEEP YOUR DISTANCE IT’S THE ONLY THING THAT’S KEPT YOU SAFE YOUR ONLY HOPE RELIES ON YOUR OWN ABILITY TO GET AS FAR AWAY AS YOU CAN FROM ME TOLERANCE IS BROKEN RESTRAINT HAS TURNED TO ANIMOSITY MISTAKEN PATIENCE FOR WEAKNESS TOO MANY TIMES YOU’VE BEEN FOREWARNED IGNORED WHEN I STATED CLEARLY LAST CHANCE TO COMPREHEND BEFORE THERE’S NOTHING LEFT TO SAY YOU BEG ME TO REMOVE MY FOOT FROM YOUR THROAT SATISFYING AN IMPULSE TIME TO WASTE ANOTHER USELESS FUCK I’VE GONE INSANE THE DEVIL’S MAGGOTS EATING AWAY AT MY BRAIN I THRIVE OFF THE PAIN IT FEELS LIKE MY SOUL HAS BEEN SET ABLAZE A PAIN IN MY CHEST I’VE BECOME POSSESSED AS MY VISION TURNS RED A CALL TO MY EARS FROM HADES I HEAR I SHALL DO AS THE DEVIL SAYS GUESS I’LL BE IT THE ONE TO PUT YOU DOWN OUT FOR THE COUNT WITHOUT A SINGLE SHRED OF REMORSE CLOUDING CONSCIOUSNESS WITH DOUBT TAKE IT ALL IN THEY SAY THE LAST ONES SWEET ENJOY IT WHILE IT LASTS BECAUSE IT WILL BE THE FINAL FUCKIN BREATH YOU TAKE
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Jaded 04:38
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AN UNENDING FOG AHEAD A SEVERED SYNAPSE THAT CAN NEVER MEND UNCARING OF WHAT’S TO COME BUT THAT’S WHAT LAYS BETWEEN MY CONSCIENCE AND ME I’VE NOW COMPLETELY LOST THE ABILITY TO SPEAK, FEEL, SEE, BREATHE, WHAT’S BECOMING OF ME YOU GAIN AS MUCH IN DEATH AS YOU LOSE WHEN YOU ARE ALIVE FINDING YOUR PLACE IN DEATH YOU SO LONGED FOR IN THIS LIFE I JUST FUCKING WANT TO DIE SO I CAN FINALLY GET SOME SLEEP AT NIGHT I FINALLY FOUND MY PLACE WHERE YOU NEED NOT A FACE OVERWHELMING SENSE OF REGRET CONSUMING THE ESSENCE OF LIFE UNTIL IT'S VERY LAST BREATH BY DESIGN CANNOT DEFINE THE GREAT SLEEP ESCAPE BY DESIGN WE CAN’T DEFINE THE GREAT SLEEP ESCAPE BEEN SEARCHING FOR A REASON TO CARRY ON HAVEN’T FOUND ONE SO WHY IS CALLING IT WRONG DISCONNECTING THE ONLY RELIEF FROM THIS LIFE CLOUDED WITH TRAGEDY YOU GAIN MORE IN DEATH THAN LOST ALIVE FINDING YOUR PEACE IN DEATH YOU SO LONGED FOR IN THIS LIFE I FUCKING JUST WANT TO DIE SO I CAN FINALLY GET SOME MOTHER FUCKING SLEEP AT NIGHT GOD DAMNED ME I’VE HAD A MOTHER FUCKING DEATH WISH THE MOMENT I WAS BLESSED WITH LIFE NEVER CARED FOR IT SO CAN I FINALLY SAY GOODBYE TO THIS LIFE AND FADE AWAY INTO ETERNAL NIGHT HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE SAD WHY DOES IT FEEL SO FUCKING BAD NO DISTINCTION BETWEEN PEACE AND SUFFERING DRIFTING THROUGH ACHES MISTAKES AND HEARTBREAK HOW MANY MORE WILL I MAKE THIS IS ALL I CAN TAKE BEFORE I SEND IT ALL DOWN WITH ME
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A Welcomed Plague 05:42
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WE ALL MUST DIE (YOU STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT YOUR DEALING WITH DO YOU PERFECT ORGANISM IT'S STRUCTURAL PERFECTION IS MATCHED ONLY BY IT'S HOSTILITY) CONSUMING SINCE THE DAWN OF TIME WITH ENDLESS APPETITE OF DISGUSTING PROPORTIONS GLUTTONOUS INDULGENCE DRAINS THIS PLACE OF LIFE A SOLUTION EMERGES MORBID IN ITS OWN RIGHT THIS FORSAKEN PLACE LAST ATTEMPT TO PRESERVE LIFE COMES AT A PRICE WE ALL MUST DIE WE ALL MUST DIE WE ALL MUST DIE WE ALL MUST DIE IT’S OUR LAST CHANCE FOR HER TO SURVIVE I WELCOME THEE NATURES FINAL STAND A VIRUS PLAGUING ALL THE LAND PUT IN OUR RIGHTFUL PLACE NOWHERE TO ESCAPE WE ARE NOTHING MORE THAN PARASITES WE OUGHT TO ROT DEAREST MOTHER LAY US DOWN ONE LAST TIME AND SAY GOODNIGHT A WELCOMED PLAGUE YOU COULDN’T FATHOM WHAT THIS LIFE HAS BEEN THROUGH IN SEARCH FOR SOMETHING NEW AN INTERNAL COMPROMISE AN ATTEMPT TO RATIONALIZE AND JUSTIFY AS WE ARE WIPED FROM EXISTENCE I'D RATHER LIVE WITH MY HEAD IN MY HANDS THAN MY HEAD IN THE SAND THAN MY HEAD IN THE FUCKIN SAND SELF-EXTERMINATION I WELCOME THEE TO CLEANSE OF US FROM THE EARTH IN OUR ENDING NEW LIFE IS BIRTHED TOTAL ERADICATION I WELCOME THEE TO CLEANSE OF US FROM THE EARTH IN OUR ENDING NEW LIFE IS BIRTHED IN OUR ENDING NEW LIFE IS BIRTHED POISON THE SURFACE ASHES FALL ON ALL ONCE AND AGAIN THE CYCLE BEGINS AND ENDS SKIES OPEN – WATCH THE FIRES REIGN DOWN AS EARTH IS DRAINED OF LIFE (I ADMIRE IT'S PURITY A SURVIVOR UNCLOUDED BY CONSCIENCE REMORSE OR DELUSIONS OF MORALITY I CAN'T LIE TO YOU ABOUT YOUR CHANCES BUT YOU HAVE MY SYMPATHIES)
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Sally 11:04
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YOUR IMAGE STUCK IN MY MIND OTHERS TO COMBINE I TRY TO REPLICATE PURE BEAUTY THIS THOUGHT WHICH HAS CONSUMED ME YOU ARE MY ONE LOVE TRULY I WOULDN’T HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY SALLY SALLY SALLY SALLY SALLY SALLY SALLY SALLY NOW PUTTING HER TOGETHER PIECE BY PIECE UNTIL SHE’S PERFECT FOR ME I KNOW IT’S CRUEL I NEVER ASKED TO BE THIS WAY LEFT IN THIS HOLE THE ONE YOU’LL CALL HOME I KNOW IT’S SAD BUT I NEVER HAD ONE TO CALL MY OWN YOU ARE THE CLOSEST THING TO ANYTHING I WANT JUST NOT ENOUGH TO PLEASE ME YOU ARE THE CLOSEST THING TO EVERYTHING I NEED STILL NOT ENOUGH TO COMPLETE ME TO COMPLETE ME THIS VISION IN MY MIND NONE OTHER SO SUBLIME EVERYTHING ELSE IS UNMATCHED BY YOUR BEAUTY FIXATION POSSESSED YOURS TRULY I NOW BECOME UNRULY I WON’T HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY SALLY SALLY SALLY SALLY PUTTING HER TOGETHER PIECE BY PIECE UNTIL SHE’S PERFECT FOR ME I KNOW I’M SICK BUT I NEVER ASKED TO BE THIS WAY LEFT IN THIS HOLE THE ONE YOU CALL HOME I KNOW IT’S WRONG BUT I NOW HAVE MINE TO CALL MY OWN TO CALL MY OWN INFATUATION POSSESSION YOUR HEART STARTS TO SLOW IN MY HANDS DESPERATION DESOLATION I BECOME INTRIGUED AS YOU BEGIN TO COME UNDONE TO COME UNDONE YOU WERE THE CLOSEST THING TO ANYTHING I WANTED JUST NOT ENOUGH TO PLEASE ME YOU WERE THE CLOSEST THING TO EVERYTHING I NEEDED STILL NOT ENOUGH TO COMPLETE ME AS I DIG INTO FLESH FORGOTTEN MEMORIES I HAD REPRESSED AN OBJECT OF MY DESIGN COMES TO LIFE IN THE MOONLIGHT I COULD TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT IF I CAN FORGET LET ME FORGET SIFTING THROUGH LIFE AS I COLLECT IT MEANS EVERYTHING AND NOTHING TO ME REACHING FOR SOMETHING I LONG TO SEE WAITING FOR SOMETHING THAT CAN NEVER BE YOU WERE THE CLOSEST TO ANYTHING I EVER WANTED JUST NOT ENOUGH TO PLEASE ME YOU WERE THE CLOSEST ONE TO EVERYTHING I NEEDED STILL NOT ENOUGH TO COMPLETE ME YOU WERE THE CLOSEST THING TO ANYTHING I WANTED JUST NOT ENOUGH TO PLEASE ME YOU WERE THE CLOSEST THING TO EVERYTHING I NEEDED STILL NOT ENOUGH TO EVER COMPLETE ME I TOOK PLEASURE IN CRAFTING THIS MASTERPIECE BUT WHY HAS MY CREATION FORSAKEN ME WHAT YOU DON’T REALIZE IS THESE FEELINGS SUBSIDE IN THE DEEPEST AND DARKEST DEPTHS OF MY MIND HIDDEN WITHIN A CONSCIENCE WHERE TRUE LOVE IS PROVEN TO BE BLIND TRAGEDY AT MY EXPENSE BRING ME BACK TO THE GUIDING LIGHT OF CONSEQUENCE LOVE TARNISHED IN VIOLENT THEATRICS BROKEN LIMBS AND PHANTOM HANDS ABOVE ME BLURRY VISIONS OF IMPENDING VENGEANCE A GLAZED GAZE INTO THE LOOKING GLASS, UNRECOGNIZABLE. SOUL SORROWS NUMBED BY THE ALLURE OF ACCEPTANCE AND LOVE. ETERNALLY UNFULFILLED. I’LL NEVER I’LL NEVER SAY YOUR NAME I’LL NEVER I’LL NEVER SAY YOUR NAME AGAIN I’LL NEVER I’LL NEVER SPEAK YOUR NAME I’LL NEVER I’LL NEVER SPEAK YOUR NAME AGAIN I’LL NEVER SAY YOUR NAME AGAIN
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Capital Punishment 04:09
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I WILL DISFIGURE YOUR FACE YOUR LIFE’S A WASTE YOU FUCKING PATHETIC DISGRACE UNLEASHING A DARKNESS THAT’S BEEN KEPT INSIDE I NEVER MAKE A PROMISE I CAN’T KEEP I VOW TO BE THE ONE WHO WILL PUT YOU TO SLEEP FOREVER YOU USELESS DEPRAVED LITTLE BITCH 6 FEET DEEP MY WHOLE-BODY ACHES AND SHAKES COURSING WITH HATRED, ANGER, AND PAIN THROUGH MY VEINS YOU FUCKED WITH THE WRONG WOMAN AN ENDLESS HELL YOU’VE TOSSED HER TO SHE’LL NEVER SLEEP AT NIGHT YOU LITTLE PRICK NO ONE WILL BELIEVE OR HAVE A MOTHER FUCKIN CLUE WHY WOULD ANYONE THINK I DID THIS SHE SCREAMED AND SO WILL YOU DON’T GIVE A FUCK IF I FRY OR BURN IF IT’S THE LAST THING I DO LET THE BLOOD FILL MY CHALICE I’LL RIP YOU LIMB FROM LIMB MY SOLE DESIRE IS TO SEPARATE YOU FROM YOUR SKIN A NEW HELL DESIGNED JUST FOR YOU UNIMAGINABLE SADISTIC FORMS OF TORTURE TWISTING MY INSIDES I SWEAR I’LL KILL FOR HER YOU HAVE NEVER FELT SUCH HATE YOU’VE NEVER KNOWN MY RAGE YOU WILL NEVER TAKE ANOTHER BREATH I SWEAR I’LL FUCKING SEE TO IT BETRAYED BY MY OWN FUCKING BLOOD WITH CALLOUSED SKIN IT WOULD BE MY PLEASURE TO DEPRIVE YOU OF OXYGEN WORTHLESS DISGUSTING SCUM HOPE YOU DIE TOGETHER CLUTCHING IN FEAR THE DEVIL’S INSIDE YOUR END IS NEARING ENTER ANOTHER REALM FILLED OF FULL-BLOWN HORROR SHREDDED TO PIECES AND PULLED APART FOR MARVELOUS TORTURE A WAKING NIGHTMARE WITH MILLIONS OF ENDINGS NEVER ENDING VOIDS OF HELL KEEP DESCENDING BUT THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING A BLACK MASK OF GLOOM BEHOLDEN YOUR DOOM AWAKENED IN A ROOM WHERE EVERYTHING IS COLD JUST ANOTHER CHAPTER OF A LIFE YOU DIE IN THE GRUESOME DEATHS TO FIND YOUR PERVERSE MIND IN YOU’RE A FUCKING WASTE OF SPACE THIS IS WHAT’S LEFT OF YOUR WORTHLESS LIFE YOUR LAST SIGHT’S MY GRINNING FACE KILL A RAPIST MURDER A PEDOPHILE WANT AN OPINION THEY FUCKING ASKED FOR IT KILL A RAPIST MURDER A PEDOPHILE SOUND FAMILIAR THEY FUCKING ASKED FOR IT KILL A RAPIST MURDER A PEDOPHILE SLAUGHTERING THE VILE WITH A SMILE THEY FUCKING ASKED FOR IT IT I FOUND SOLACE DOUSED IN GASOLINE LIGHT THE MATCH AND WIPE ME CLEAN UTTER DISRESPECT UPON YOU LED TO A MARKED GRAVE SITE SERVE THE SENTENCE BY MY KNIFE PRIMAL TORTURE IS WHAT YOU’LL FIND FIRE AND PAIN IS YOUR FATE I’LL END YOUR FUCKING LIFE AND KEEP YOUR FUCKING FACE CURSED BY THE WORST YOU’LL KNOW THE MEANING OF HURT THE SUN IS BRIGHT THE SKY IS CLEAR A BRAND-NEW DAY TO FEEL YOUR FEAR THERE’S NO ENDING PLEASANTLY I ONLY YEARN TO WATCH YOU BLEED THE WORST OF SINS YOU COULD COMMIT A THOUSAND PLAGUES UPON YOU AND THOSE ALIKE SHOULD HAVE LEFT THOSE FEELINGS IN YOUR PERVERTED LITTLE MIND NOW IT’S TIME TO SAY NIGHTY FUCKING NIGHT NO HOPE FOR REDEMPTION SYMPATHY AND FORGIVENESS IS LOST ON ME FOR YOUR KIND VIOLENCE FOR VIOLENCE YOU’VE CREATED A MONSTER NEVER AGAIN WILL I LET THIS HAPPEN TO HER KILLING FOR ETERNAL GLORY OF SAFETY YOU FUCKED WITH MY FAMILY NOW YOU WILL FUCKIN LEARN TO FEAR ME TIME TO TAKE OUT THE TRASH A BLACK BAG WITH YOUR BODY INSIDE FOLDED LIKE A RAG MY VESTIGIAL FEELINGS NOW IN AFFECT TIME HAS COME FOR ME TO DISSECT YOU ARE AN ANIMAL AND YOU WILL BE TREATED WITH THE SAME RESPECT EVERY OUNCE OF HUMANITY LEFT THAT NIGHT YOU’VE NEVER FELT SUCH PAIN AS THIS KILL A RAPIST MURDER A PEDOPHILE THEY FUCKING ASKED FOR IT
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Embrace 02:17
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LOOK INTO MY EYES AND TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE DO YOU SEE THE SAME MONSTER IN THE REFLECTION STARING BACK AT ME A FESTERING DISPLAY OF UTMOST MORAL DECAY AS I EMBRACE THE END IN DISGUST FOR THE REST OF DAYS
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In Disgust 09:15
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AT LAST WE’VE ARRIVED TO THE FRONT OF ALL HYPOCRISY MANIPULATED TO MALICE EXCUSING INDULGENCE IN OUR OWN DESTRUCTIVE WAYS ALL LIFE CONCLUDES FINAL CHAPTER IS BURNT AND CLOSED WHICH HAS LEFT ME BESIDE MYSELF WHILE EVERYONE ELSE SEEMS TO HAVE FOUND THEIR PLACE CONTENT WITH BEING OBLIVIOUS IGNORANT AND WILLINGLY DISGRACED I’VE BECOME EVERYTHING I’VE NEVER WANTED TO BE THE VERY THING I LOATHE HAS BECOME ONE WITH ME A SICKENING LYING DOUBLE CROSSING SACK OF SHIT BETRAYING WHAT MADE ME ME NO DESIRE TO BUILD UNLESS TO KILL GONE AND JOINED THE MOB AN UTTER TRAGEDY THIS MESS HAS TAKEN LIFE IT CONSISTS OF EVERY BAG OF FLESH DEPRIVED OF CONSIDERATION TO ANYTHING BUT THEM FUCKIN SELVES WHAT HOPE IS LEFT TO FIND WHEN NOTHING’S AROUND TO GIVE YOU PEACE OF MIND STAGED RESISTANCE FROM THE SHADOWS NOTHING MORE THAN VEILED COMPLIANCE MOVE AS THEY PULL THE STRING THE ONE THAT MAKES YOU THE PAWN YOU WERE ALWAYS MEANT TO FUCKIN BE DIE FOR THOSE WHO CAN’T BE SEEN YOU’VE BEEN BRED TO KILL FOR THE GOOD OF SOMEONE ELSE I SLIP THE SKIN AS I MADE MYSELF ILL I SLIP THE SKIN WHEN I MADE MYSELF ILL I SLIP THE SKIN WHEN I’VE MADE MYSELF ILL MADE MYSELF ILL ENSLAVED TO THE PAPER STILL REACHING FOR THE WHISPER POSSESSED AND CONSUMED BY AN INNATE NEED TO ASSIMILATE AS FIXTURES OF THE MODERN DAY IT’S JUST THE WAY OF THE WORLD SO ENTRANCED YOU CAN’T SEEM TO LOOK AWAY NO RESET JUST REGRET LEFT WRETCHED AND BEREFT MUST BURY ALL DECENCY THAT CAN BE FOUND BECOME THE GROTESQUE OR LET THEM CONSTRUCT OUR FATE WHY ACT SELF-RIGHTEOUS WHEN YOU NEVER CARED ENOUGH TO EVEN PULL YOUR OWN WEIGHT AND DO YOUR PART COULDN’T HIT BARE MINIMUM AND SAID ENOUGH IS ENOUGH SPARE ME FALLACIES OF PERSEVERANCE YOU’VE NEVER STOOD FOR ANYTHING EXCEPT ON THE SHOULDERS OF THE LOUDEST AS FINGERS ARE TURNED SO ARROGANTLY JUST ANOTHER PRODUCT OF THEIR ENVIRONMENT WE ARE ALL VICTIMS OF THE SAME GAME WHERE WE MUST ADAPT TO SURVIVE AND DECEIVE FOR OUR LIFE IN TURN OF ANOTHER’S LOST OH SOME AMBIGUOUS PHRASE ABOUT PROMISES OF A NEW DAY PASS IT ALONG LIKE YOU REALLY GIVE A FUCK YOU WITHER AWAY AS I EMBRACE IN DISGUST EMBRACE IN DISGUST ANY PASSIVE THOUGHTS HAVE FLED TO THE FURTHEST REACHES IN MY HEAD YOU’D EVOLVE IF YOU COULD RELATE SURRENDER NOT TO THOSE WHO HAVE CONSTRUCTED THIS OUTCOME THE ANSWER IS STILL US OR THEM EITHER WAY THE END RESULT WILL BE EXACTLY THE SAME SAD TO SAY WE NEVER SEEM TO SEE THE ERROR OF OUR WAYS CONTINUE MAKING ALL THE SAME MISTAKES TO THIS DAY WE FEAR THOSE NOT ALIKE AND REFUSE TO EVEN TRY AND UNDERSTAND WHEN IT’S EASIER TO JUST BLOW THEM AWAY CAN’T LOOK PAST AND FIND COMMON GROUND LEARN TO PLACE THE BLAME ON THOSE WHO TRULY STAND IN PROGRESSES WAY ONLY HOPE IS TO DEVOUR THOSE WHO MADE US INHUMANE LOOK INTO MY EYES AND TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE DO YOU SEE THE SAME MONSTER IN THE REFLECTION STARING BACK AT ME A FESTERING DISPLAY OF UTMOST MORAL DECAY I EMBRACE THE END IN DISGUST FOR THE REST OF DAYS WE EMBRACE IN DISGUST NO LIGHT LEFT TO SHINE THROUGH THERE’S NO LIGHT LEFT TO SHINE THROUGH

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For Colin For Evil Forever

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released September 1, 2023

All songs written and performed by
Casey Gerlach: Vocals
Colin Gerlach: Guitar
Drew Llewellyn: Guitar
Paul Madrid: Bass
Ivan Aguayo: Drums

Album recorded and mixed by Drew Llewellyn and Paul Madrid at Anglear Audio Recording

Mastered by Phil Pluskota at Sonic Assault Studios

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